but not the same as my love for you
that night. . .
stop. . . Stop. .
I got out of a car, that night I arrived at my grandmother's house, I'll stay with my grandmother, and my mind is messed up, because I have to live with my grandmother one, I was living in the forest because it is very quiet at home grandma, grandma has a rented house but it happens to children who contract students, but at the time so it's very quiet masi off my grandmother's house, the first day I lived with my grandmother I've felt the lack of freedom for me, I just watch and watch terusa home all the time, huh I very lonely, I lived with my grandmother because the school is far from my house and my grandmother's house nearby, so I have to live with my grandmother, so his name is certainly different from my grandmother with the soul of the child dong muda.dan afternoon I'm going to play but not authorized by my grandmother, and I have to wait after Saturday after Saturday because I have a scout extracurricular activities, it can make me an excuse to get out. grandmother always reminds me when I'm wrong it's just that sometimes I feel depressed if I was not allowed to play with my friends, you could say yes ni roughly out of the cage into the cage a tiger lion uh, just wrote it, I can do little about, and at that time grandmother was watching tv when I was learning room, but because I'm afraid I'm out close to the grandmother who was watching, I thought it learned while watching so eh given the same grandmother died, huh movie but it's actually more fun I'm annoyed but I'm dong is not possible heheh angry. I learned after my grandmother slept nearby, and do not feel it was morning and I woke up and I was near my grandmother's grandmother was also not sleep all night in the room, we both slept in the living room tv, I woke up and rebuked Nenk why not sleep in the ? grandmother just smiled only, and it makes me more upset, and when I reply I've been waiting for has arrived on Saturday, I went scouting but that day I did not go scout, but I and my friends actually went looking for durian at a friends house until the afternoon, evening and if I was quickly rushed to get home because I had to get home before sunset, and the day was getting late and I will hurry. . bruak. . bruak. . . I was dragged from a distance of 5 meters from my bike, I fell for that same evening grew dark and I was in a hurry. I seriously injured my face again but not brown and white color terseres because my face as I fell and touched the asphalt road and I can not think anything I was just thinking how I could hurt this bad closed and grandmother did not know, suddenly dark and dark but I'm trying to survive to stand but could not, and friends with 2 people who tried to help me to stand, not the pain I feel but I'm afraid to pulng with a very severe wound that has never happened to me, and my friends immediately took me to the hospital and the others take care of my bike, I'm just afraid my bike why would the father who was angry because I was afraid of my doing, and after I got home I was admitted to hospital and treated when suddenly the lights went out and I was alone in the room with a nun who just lazy to know, I was very scared of what to tell my family and my grandmother, and after the lights do not blame my family came much later but my parents have not come because it was evening and pretty much my grandmother's house and having to drive to the hospital, they all asked me why could occur as until the wound is severe, I was just quiet and did not say anything, and after the wound is cleaned and treated me I'm home I do not want to be treated I was scared, and they allowed me to be treated at home even though initially they were concerned, and when I want to take home . . ouch. . . Ouch. .! I can not wake my legs afternoun and difficult to digerakakan and finally I picked up my sister in law with her father and my friend, is brought into the ambulance and when in two weeks I should be events tent, torch relay is held once a month and 6 months also have a show at the mosque, my activities are very solid but with a distance of 2 weeks if I make a full recovery I hope so because I want to follow the event but never mind I got home my grandmother a lot of people come there to die because she thought I was home by ambulance , hehe.
take my them back to get into the room. compaction of all people to see me, I was very shy and afraid to question what it is.
I just feel sick that night which I guess I could not move and I'm just crying because I saw my grandma there and accompany me as well, both my parents do not know because my brother was afraid to call because my father-hard, afraid I even added dimarah, I just crying and really feel guilty with my grandmother, I can not get anything and my grandmother who accompanied the 24-hour, and the next morning my parents came to see me crying mama and daddy did not go mad because I said my grandmother, my father might know what I do. I will just pause and feel guilty I'm confused what should I do, I o could do nothing but help them, my parents could not keep the house who accompanied me as far and have to work at noon, I could just crying when I was sick my parents have back and forth to see and look after me and grandma didekatku 24 hours there, they all are people who sometimes I do not hear their words. but they are not an iota of hate, they all took care of my love, I could not eat anything bribed little water can not be helped because my feet to the road and I'm sick of all to move because though I like a big baby I'm so ashamed. mama papa forgive me, forgive me grandma. This may be because I do not listen to their words. 1 month I was lying in bed because my legs are not able to walk I'm afraid if I can not run forever, my family trying to find doctors and chiropractors to heal my leg ini.all very worried about me, I'm sad because they criying and very considerate with me as long as I did not hear them.
2 months. . .
a very boring time I've learned to walk a little by little I have started I was so happy I could go back to school and come home, alhamdulillah I could walk, though still sore. I, too, since the incident I began to realize it was love at me, and you made me mean. my life would be incomplete if there is no love from you all. I'm sorry, I love you all.
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